So, I have been helping a repeat client for weeks now work through the grammar in their essays. I try not to automatically correct it for them like some mechanical proofreader. Instead, I ask why they used a certain tense or phrase. If we are reviewing an assignment the professor returned, it goes by fairly smoothly. Only, this student brings in assignment to be turned in and up until recently, I did not know they were not allowed to bring in essays that had not been reviewed by the professor. The thought didn’t occur to my gullible mind and now, I feel kind of used, which is okay if you’re providing a service, but it’s the kind of used that makes you feel cheated. Like someone lied or wasn’t totally honest. Anyway, this was the bad part of tutoring. It turns out that the student uses a translation service online and then comes in to correct the grammar : ( I should have spoken in more detail with the professor.
Now the ugly part is my fault. I’ve arrived late and have had to cancel several appointments. One appointment I completely disregarded. Well, I fell asleep and woke up hours past, but that was ugly on my part. Completely irresponsible and unreliable because as a tutor, we are sort of like the “model” students and I failed those students who witnessed my lack of responsibility. I also felt completely useless when I couldn’t explain a verb tense in one of my sessions.
The wonderful part of tutoring was the expression on the students face when they understood and felt more confident. I loved being part of their learning process! Sometimes I felt like I was just a cheerleader and I could devote an hour encouraging someone. Most of the students were repeat clients, so after awhile meeting became a very comfortable idea and I think they trusted me a little more to correct them without being offended or taking it personal. Many times I also learned from them, so it became a sort of exchange. Overall, I did enjoy tutoring.
